The Square House Is A Circle In RealityÂ
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The square house circles us.
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Nietzsche hangs up a paintingÂ
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titled ‘Fearless’ on some wall.
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I see a different beast in it
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every day. This time the paintingÂ
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portrays a jaguar and a lady sittingÂ
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on a wooden table, defiants to
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the tea decorum. It is a square-circle
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house. I open a door to step outsideÂ
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and find me in a room with myselfÂ
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looking at me, and his eyes show surprise.
DanceÂ
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I dance tribal, notÂ
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the real one, the beatsÂ
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and steps a moviegoerÂ
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desires to see
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while kissing, spillingÂ
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popcorna over the knees
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of his companion.
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I dance with my sleep.
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Dream sits on the aisle,
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the sole spectator, came only
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because the family won’t trust me
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with sleep in her best whiteÂ
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and a scent that’s stuck sinceÂ
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my childhood. Dream willÂ
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have the last dance with me,
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a consolation for her, albeitÂ
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it may overstay in my mind.
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Jeet Kune Do
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I load the reel and play,
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play and rewind my father’sÂ
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favourite Bruce Lee movie.
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A few drops of wine I haveÂ
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spilled on the floor in his name
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evaporate. I stand naked
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between the projector and the wall.
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Not lust, not protest, nakednessÂ
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should never need any reason.
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My back wears a film of injustice,
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fists raised against it, unreal colour,
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and my back wears the melancholic echoÂ
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of the mock Jeet Kune Do I perform alone,
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not that mellow sadness master the art of reasons.